Crucified Life
“I am crucified with Christ; nevertheless I live; yet not I, but Christ liveth in me and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by the faith of the Son of God, who loved me, and gave himself for me.”
In this passage, Paul uses the present tense to describe the genuine reality of the Christian life. He declares, “I am crucified with Christ…”. Crucifixion meant death! The crucifixion of his own life was not something that was going to happen. It had already happened! It was a past, present, and ongoing reality in his life. Paul had experienced the power of the crucified life!
All of his life, Paul had sought to please God by being religious, knowing and keeping the Law of God. But he was also painfully aware of his inability to fully keep the Law. He sought to find acceptance before God by striving to keep the Law better than anyone else. But despite all his efforts, he still was not certain he had done enough to be pleasing and acceptable to God.
But when the risen Christ confronted him on the road to Damascus (Acts 9,) everything changed. For the first time in his life, he understood the full weight of his sinfulness. And at the same time, he understood the powerful grace of God that forgave him and cleansed him of his sin! On that road to Damascus, Paul had died. He had been crucified with Christ. And a new man was now alive in him, the risen Christ (2 Cor. 5:17). As a result, Paul was radically transformed by the power of Christ.
To be crucified with Christ means that we have died (in Christ) to the old life of the old man and are now surrendered to the new life of Christ who now lives within us! This life is an ever-present, daily, ongoing reality in our lives. (1 Cor. 15:31). It is the only place of liberty and the only place of life (Rom.14:8). To be crucified with Christ means we have died to ourselves and are now alive in Christ and have the privilege of knowing Him, following Him, and experiencing Him in our daily life!
James W.Black